scribbled ; 10:54 pm on Tuesday, March 15, 2011
hi my dear blog. its been ages i visited u. and i guess no one visits u anymore except me. well. sometimes i jus wonder whether im the right one for her. it jus seems like i can only make her upset when i shouldnt. tell me what should i do? hais. i jus wanna lead a simple life with her but its seems so hard. i guess its jus my problem. i dont seem to make a good bf. luck has been leaving me since like god knows when. there was a short period like 3 mths when i had everything i wanted. luck was with me. but it has left. i really need that bt of luck to stand up again. i dunno who i am anymore.i dunno wad i want anymore. im lost. its affecting everything in my fucking life. i dun want to have history repeating itself where someone i love leaves me jus before our 2nd yr. i had that once. i dun want it to happen again. God, if you hear me, pls help me. im really at my wits end. teach me and guide me the way. fuck my life. haha.