scribbled ; 1:03 am on Saturday, December 20, 2008
ya ya.. i noe i havent been blogging regularly even though i have a com to use now.. but den again.. wadever it is.. there's quite a number of thing i wanna talk about..

anyway have been enjoying my weekends with the 4e1 peeps.. really enjoyed those sessions with them.. the sessions only make me feel happier whenever im feeling down.. thanks alot guys.. =)

in anyway.. im kinda like still stucked in many stuffs.. work.. financial.. wadever wadever.. ok fine.. but nth much i can do.. but just to grit my teeth and hope that the bad days will be over soon.. even though it has been with me for sooooooooo long.. but hopefully.. ya.. hopefully..

anyway went back to NP to watched Danzation '08.. it was good.. but not as good at 06's becos the 1st segment was collaboration with outside groups.. wasnt good.. so-so only.. but 2nd segment was almost perfect.. really.. with nice storylines.. great =)

anyway i noe i've been emo-ing for quite sometime.. but it just seems to get worse.. but just leave it.. cos even i dont understand myself anymore.. how do i expect ppl to understand me?

and to add on.. finally i see how fragile a man can be.. seeing melvin's plight.. well.. all i gotta say.. stop hurting him.. or else i'll turn nasty.. i swear.. for a man who's character has been so tough to become like wad he is now.. is totally WTF?! i had enough of all these rubbish.. i believed he really gave his all.. and bro.. u shouldnt have anymore regrets.. remember wad i said.. enough is enough.. stand up.. its time already.. rec and me is behind u.. remember that.. wadever i tell u is nothing but truth.. i also said.. if being the bad guy can make u stand up again.. i'll do it.. i dun care whether ppl say that imma bastard or wadever they wanna call me.. but as a matter of fact.. its not tough for u to stand up again.. when people dont appreciate wad u've done den so be it.. move on.. its difficult.. BUT.. even u urself noe that u are able to do it.. just that u are running away from it.. stop running away.. face it and get it over and done with.. u'll be even stronger den b4 =)