scribbled ; 11:19 pm on Thursday, September 25, 2008
i never loved this home anyway.. just go ahead if u wanna leave.. when i was younger.. it really hurts.. but now it doesnt.. cos im sick of the same old things u've given me.. the more u do this.. the more u are forcing me to hate life more..

for the 2 days where i've been sick.. i just wanna stay home and be alone.. but yet.. u nv gave me that.. instead.. u kept blaming me for every single thing.. please.. just leave me alone.. im sick and tired..

maybe one day.. it will be me leaving.. and not u.. but please.. just let me be what i wanna be.. cos nth is important to me anymore since that fateful day.. so let me go..