scribbled ; 12:44 pm on Tuesday, June 03, 2008
ok im blogging from school now.. well felt alot better after few days of emoing.. ah.. well thats life la.. haha.. like wad ky told me.. im a stupid fuck.. which i agree 101%.. lol.. honestly.. i feel lucky.. i have brothers who care.. i have my dear sweetest cousin whom been talking to me about so much things jus to cheer me up.. thanks huiyi =)..

ytd nite slept at 2+.. couldnt sleep.. even after i took my med.. ppl take med = slp.. i take med = WIDE AWAKE.. its like so wtf? zz.. den end up huiyi was like there talking to me bout SOOOOOOO much.. and ended up.. we were pointing _|_ to each other.. haha.. well.. its kinda weird talking to her so much.. but still.. 2 of us have grown up tgt since the day we were borned.. so yeah.. i <3 huiyi, huishan, wenjie and wenting.. they are the best younger cousins i ever have.. especially wenjie.. since young.. u've always been that really kid that pisses me off so much.. its nice to see u grow up now.. and finally learn to be urself.. but stop ur laziness.. its making me angry again.. -.- time to be more independent and work hard.. stop lazing around.. =)

as i was chatting with huiyi.. we actually talked bout alot of things.. basically EVERYTHING.. from young till now.. and to our future.. my dear mei.. dun worry.. wad i told u ytd.. is wad i planned.. so dun worry that im not gonna start planning.. when i actually i already had.. so dun worry ok? =) as for u and ur bf.. im happy that u found someone thats right for u.. hehe.. of cos la.. i dun mean it when i ask u dun bully him.. becos from wad i noe from u.. he's 1 wooden block also.. hahahaha.. =x no offence.. =p jus be happy.. and u are going university soon.. work hard.. i rmb wad u always tell all of us when u grow up.. u wanna near loads of $$ to show others that u CAN do it.. and i believe u can.. cos amongst us.. u've been the most hardworking one i've ever seen.. ya true enuff.. im the cleverest one.. but den.. being clever can bring u no where.. only true sheer hard work.. u'll get somewhere.. u are that someone who'll go far.. =)

and of cos.. congrats to shander who passed her TP after such a long wait.. lol.. well done girl.. wahahahaha.. need p-plate? =x ok she's gonna kill me.. lol.. but anyway.. its always nice talking to u.. always let me noe the juiciest and funniest stories ever.. love them man.. hahaha..

its true its kinda hard to get used to the life im having now.. but im trying.. i noe even my mum's worried.. even if huiyi didnt tell me.. i also noe.. and to my dear aunts.. dun worry.. im still that lil newphew that u guys seen me grown up.. u all noe wad im good at.. and wad im capable of.. i'll be just fine.. u all noe im gd at recovering from setbacks isnt it? although yeah.. this time its abit different from the past.. but still.. give me sometime.. i dun wanna let u all talk to me like im still a kid.. so dun worry.. =)

shoutouts to EVERYONE.. i love all of u guys.. u guys have given nth but pure support for me..

"dont cry becos it's over.. smile becos it happened.." =)