scribbled ; 9:19 pm on Friday, June 06, 2008
kinda in love with Buckcherry - Sorry.. listened the song thru jac's blog.. and ended up loving the song.. haha.. its friday night.. ppl's partying.. and yet im home rotting.. wad a boring friday..

anyway.. i feel that there's SOOOO many hypocrites around in IRC.. isN aside.. u guys are always acting hypocrites.. so i'll pass them.. bfls!.. wahaha.. ky's gonna say buttfucklovers.. wadever it is.. u guys rock la.. =D well saying bout hypocrites.. i cant imagine ppl trying to push blames NOW.. after wad happened.. haha.. im laughing my ass off.. oh ya.. to let those IRC peeps who noes me.. I'VE GOT SELF ESTEEM ONE OK? LOL!.. im just a lazy bum who's not willing to work for my future ah.. if that's the answer u all wanna hear.. ok lo.. i'll grant ur tiny WISH!.. hehe.. never did i noe.. ppl can change story sooooo much.. and change sides sooooo fast.. please guys.. u guys are still far away from commenting wad kinda guy i am.. do u all really noe me? just based on ur shit facts u think of me.. u think u can just judge me like how u want to? i tell u 2 words.. "fuck off"..

dont teach me and dont tell me wad to do.. i went thru more den u guys went thru.. stop pointing ur fingers saying.. OH NO I DIDNT SAY THIS!! OH NO I DIDNT SAY THAT!! stop being a hypocrite.. u guys are making me DETEST u all more.. =)

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well.. currently feeling really very very very down.. or should i just say.. disappointed.. just when i thought things got better.. suddenly so many things are happening YET again.. i dunno whether to laugh or cry.. dunno whether to feel upset or pissed off.. all i can say is.. i accept this fate..