scribbled ; 3:51 pm on Wednesday, May 21, 2008
u were always saying u were doing all these for me.. yet now u say im the bastard who spills everything out? omfg.. i cant believe it.. for someone whom i trusted dun even have that single bit of trust in me.. fine.. go ahead and think what u wanna think.. i cant be bothered.. i maintain my stance.. I HAVENT SAID ANYTHING THAT WASNT MEANT TO BE SAID OUT TO ANYONE.. believe it or not.. up to u..

im sick of all these shits.. things i never do.. i get the fucking blame.. things i never even mentioned.. i get mentioned.. things i never even thought off.. i got the tag of "bastard"..

i deserve respect.. yes i agree.. u've been fucking nice to me.. i admit.. u were the one trying to spur me on.. and i have my ways of living.. thats NEVER to betray a fren.. u can go ahead and think i betrayed u.. its alright.. i noe myself i havent mumbled a SINGLE shit out..