scribbled ; 11:05 am on Monday, May 05, 2008
suddenly.. i feel so empty.. i no longer noe wad i want and wad is needed in me.. im really feeling the coldness inside me.. i jus hope that day wouldnt happen.. and that is not becoming cold hearted again.. i believe that would be the worst day ever in my life.. every moment now.. i feel pain inside me.. i can feel that my heart is crying.. dont ask me why.. no one need to noe why also.. i think im falling back to where i used to belong..