scribbled ; 11:02 pm on Monday, May 05, 2008
recently i felt really weird.. as people always says.. good times never last.. well its quite true..

its like maybe cos of exams.. and so many other things that have happened.. i feel that.. im no longer ur emphasis.. i feel kinda neglected.. i feel lonely.. im not complaining to u.. worrying that it will jus stress u up even more..

i feel that im so minute now.. i dunno why.. im not being sensitive.. but the feeling is really really really very uncomfortable.. no becos of wad happened.. but becos of this few days.. honestly.. i have no idea of wad im actually saying.. but den again.. luckily there's a blog for me to rant at.. i chose not to believe what ppl have been telling me.. cos i believe everyone deserve a 2nd chance.. u promised me.. and i'll trust u again..

are things that bad? if 1 day.. u choose to leave.. i would have no qualms letting you go.. i've said b4.. if 1 day u found out that im actually the one for u.. i will only open my arms wide and hug u like never b4..

suddenly.. im really missing you.. i still love you loads.. thats an honest answer.. i dont even noe wads exactly wrong with me now.. maybe its time for me to lock my blog and time for me to actually read wad i've posted.. it makes me really reflect..

i agree.. wads done canot be undone.. i jus hope unhappy things will jus go away.. i wish we can go back to where we once used to be.. im sorry if i havent been spending as much as time u want from me.. im trying.. really..