scribbled ; 11:31 pm on Monday, May 19, 2008
i've got sch tml.. yet im unable to sleep.. omg.. i noe.. i've been looking ok to all of u guys la.. being me myself as the past.. and even smiled more den b4.. but honestly.. its still that something sorely missing.. but well.. nth could be done isnt it? jus a boring boring boring night alone.. i guess this month.. my fone bills would be nth but cheap.. and i mean really cheap.. haha.. lame me.. ya ya ya.. u guys are gonna tell me the same old thing again.. i noe wad u guys mean la.. but i noe exactly how my heart feels.. its never the same feeling u noe? once its there.. its there.. i swear.. no matter how hard i try or how many million ppl im gonna meet or date.. its there.. irreplaceble.. i guess.. well.. i shall end here.. falling sick again.. and yeah.. i havent made my decision on the op thing.. so i shall jus screw it.. lol.. bye peeps.. =)