scribbled ; 11:58 pm on Tuesday, May 13, 2008
its totally getting fucked in the ass without even knowing anything until today.. yes im not gentlemanly.. and yes.. i purposely got closed gf infront of everyone.. u all can say wadever u all want now.. its alright.. never in my mind.. i even thought of doing that.. im honest.. a friend indeed ya? haha.. wad a joke..

now we have ppl saying that they dun like this guy.. but somehow encourage someone else to woo someone else's girlfriend.. omg.. wad a joke.. yes i may not be perfect.. i noe.. but at least i never used underhand methods to love someone.. i loved my gf truely and openly..

i noe wadever i say now isnt gonna make any difference.. but im jus shocked.. im really shocked.. totally got backstabbed.. haha.. i think now we've this ending.. everyone must be really happy now.. u all got wad u all wanted..

at the end of the day.. im the one who was victimized and being backstabbed.. im not saying im not at fault.. i admit.. yes.. i havent been doing a great deal of a job as a boyfriend.. i noe that.. but if people dont like it.. tell me.. i can change.. dont need to do all those small actions behind my back.. if i havent found out all these.. go ahead and say that i've been flirting.. its alright.. i still thought most of u are good frens.. so now i really noe who are the ones who stabbed me..

i always believed in retributions.. u guys will get them.. being a sacrificial lamb isnt a big thing.. but being a sacrificial lamb and still thought those who were nice are actually stabbing me.. well done..

yeah.. mandy and mel.. or even jai is right.. no one is trustable.. not even frens.. now i finally noe the meaning..