scribbled ; 11:48 pm on Wednesday, May 28, 2008
its 11.47pm.. and yet i havent gone to bed.. yeah.. i noe im sick.. but i just cant get myself to bed.. i dunno whats wrong.. i feel a really heavy burden on me.. no idea why.. just out of no where.. i feel very lethargic.. huiyi was like telling me.. mentally im already tired.. why wanna make myself physically tired also? my dear mei.. we grew up together.. u should noe me very very well.. i dont want to.. but i have no choice..

i just wish.. time would go by really fast.. but i oso hope.. time will stop for me.. contradicting ya? lol..

燃烧，想象不到痛还在燃烧。以为火早已扑灭了， 怎么一见你，心又被后悔灼伤疗。
燃烧，泪是爱情的火药。请不要，这样看我，我知道我已逃不掉。