scribbled ; 3:35 pm on Tuesday, May 13, 2008
i guess many people have been asking me the same questions.. well true enough.. its over.. but it isnt the end of the world isnt it? for people who've been very worried about me.. thanks alot for all the concerns.. i really appreciate them.. =) and please please guys.. wadever happened.. has nothing to do with any other parties except me.. so stop asking or question me why why why.. its not gonna help.. cos i noe that its me who havent done enough.. yeap.. =)

im happy for her.. really.. im jus happy that i can still keep contacting her.. thats the best thing i can ever asked for.. not many couples can end up being frens after breaking up.. i still can.. so honestly.. im happy.. i've got plenty of things to work on.. yes plenty of things.. for the 2 years.. so ya.. dont worry guys.. i'll be strong =)

and yes.. from now on.. i'll be like actually trying to maintain myself in a good health condition.. starting from yesterday.. i've been actually starting jogging and i've been changing my diet.. i guess that will make me healthier and live longer isnt it? =D all these is done becos there's plenty of things that i wanna fufil.. so guys.. believe me =)

i noe miracles do happen.. but miracles only happen when people are working hard.. from now on.. only i need to noe wads my feelings for her.. thats enough.. no point trying hard to convey the msg to others out there.. i dun want anymore misunderstandings.. i just want everyone to be happy.. even if im not.. its ok.. as long as her and others are happy.. ^^

last but not least.. thanks for everything that u've given.. not perfect.. but enough to make me feel that u've always been so important.. i'll always pray that u'll be happy.. =) and to those who cared.. i love all of u guys.. my mates especially.. u guys have been nth but the pillar of my support.. thanks for standing by me and lending me ur listening ears.. shoutout to mel, rec, jason, ky, qz, kaya.. thanks.. love you guys.. =)