scribbled ; 1:13 am on Monday, April 24, 2006
like very long never blog le.. well.. seems that im starting to accept facts better now.. whenever i do that.. i noe its over.. well.. its ok.. im used to it now.. i just hope it has no effect on my life.. cos im really very tired.. really.. can someone teach me wad to do? please..

anyway.. today's the last day of work for me.. b4 school reopens in ard 7hrs and 45 mins.. and im nt sleeping yet.. hahas.. well cant get to sleep.. cant seems to get myself for school either.. well nuff said.. anyway.. my last day at O2 Service Centre.. really enjoyed my time working there.. great bunch of ppl.. rest assured.. I WILL BE BACK!.. =D

i did something i've never been able to do in the past.. i did it.. but den so wad? its not gonna make a big difference anyway.. forget it.. i wanna go back to those stupid ways i used to be.. YES!.. where i really have no worries..

when im happy.. i really am.. when im sad.. im oso happy.. even if i hafta act it out.. i will.. cos of 1 thing.. i'll never shed a tear infront of anyone.. except my dad.. well.. forget it.. i guess the only way i can really let things out is by this blog.. it will be my best pal.. hahas.. whether people get to read them anot.. it isnt impt.. i just needa let everything out.. i guess soon.. everything will be too heavy for me to take.. soon.. really soon..