scribbled ; 8:25 am on Friday, March 03, 2006
just reached home.. overnight mj at jes hse with boon and wugui.. well.. play 1 pok.. 4 hrs.. tmd.. win $1.. seriously is no motivation with 10cent 20cent la.. lols.. boon oso anyhow play.. wahahas.. well.. i guess.. i played quite average ba.. not tired at all.. still cant get into sleep.. argh.. im so tired physically for gods sake.. let me sleep la.. this wont end so easily isnt it.. =/

and yeaps.. chatted with roy.. obviously.. no matter wad happens.. we are gd buds.. thats a promise.. no more history being repeated.. cos that sucks.. =) he's sucha trustable guy la.. hahas.. =D well.. later got training at 3pm.. and night time.. most probably.. meeting up with roy and jamie for movies i guess..

im keep thinking of it.. does it really means that i hafta wear a mask everytime i go out? that feeling sucks.. but i dun wish to let anyone worry.. pretty contradicting.. comon idiot.. time to think!.. WAKE UP!.. im no longer young.. im no longer inside a fairytale world.. ACCEPT facts like what they are shown..

ferio gave me a webby with good quotes.. i read alot of it.. still plenty more to go.. that really inspired me.. i hope time for me to really stand out from others.. No one can make you inferior without your consent.. thats the truth.. i must overcome it.. I WILL..!!