scribbled ; 1:12 am on Tuesday, November 22, 2005
ahh.. i cant slp at all.. lie on my bed for ard 30 mins le.. and i woke up to blog.. cos i aint in the mood.. =/ ahh.. i dunno why.. perhaps.. im thinking of her? well i guess so.. wads wrong with me?? nvm.. just wanna blog to feel better anyway.. bad things happened.. bad mood the whole day.. AHHHHHH!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! -.- omg.. ahh.. i dun wanan flare up for NOTHING.. my stupid attitude today sucks.. zzz..

ahh.. well.. i wanna let this out.. hmm.. perhaps.. things arent going anywhere.. i just hope to see u smile each day.. thats my only wish to pray.. im gonna hold on till the day where i've no strength.. cos of only one reason.. i love u.. maybe things aint gonna be easy.. im praying for something to happen.. but maybe it will never happen.. hahas.. ironic isnt it? i feel like a poet now.. lols.. well.. its more den wad everyone thinks i guess.. its not easy.. time cant measure this.. its our hearts that measure this.. all i wish to let u noe is.. knowing u was a fortune.. if i could have u.. it would be the best thing that can ever happen on me..

i accept something thats best to describe me.. im an idiot in r/s.. LOL!.. im being VERY VERY honest here.. cos i dunno wad i can do.. thats to be honest.. i tend to do silly stuffs.. perhaps to get ur attention.. well.. lols.. dumb eh? hahas.. nvm.. it dont matter la.. i just to tell u.. i'll be waiting..

i dun think im that brave as i looked or acted like.. cos im timid.. i tend to stammer sometimes when i speak to u.. cos im afraid of saying the wrong things.. but im not afraid to try.. like wad hon told me b4.. u'll regret if u dun give a shot.. and yes.. i dun wanna regret my whole life..