scribbled ; 11:00 pm on Saturday, October 08, 2005
well.. its time to say gdbye.. hahas.. why? no certain reasons.. just feels that way.. to the girl.. the 1st girl that i dropped that much tears.. thankew for everything u have done for me.. i'll never forget u.. and wad u did is definitely appreciated by ME.. =) yours truly.. ur shagua.. =) i've done wrong things to u.. i believed u gave me chance to change.. and i did.. u noe all these.. but sometimes there's no reason why things are happening.. when people always say.. there's always a reason being every happening.. thats crap.. i dun believe in that anymore.. i just suffered that.. i believe.. u have ur own problems to think off.. maybe thats the best decision u can come up with.. i could be a burden.. and yes.. im one.. =) i agree.. someone that gives trouble always.. nothing will change me anymore.. im stucked in this bottomless pit.. who doesnt wanan be saved by anyone.. but her.. but its ok.. im not gonna look forward.. my growing path ends here.. good bye to u.. and i really love u loads.. just too bad.. we cant be together till we get old.. wo ai nie.. muackks.. =)