scribbled ; 12:03 am on Thursday, October 20, 2005
hais.. this really sucks.. i dun wanna be sacrified.. even though its unwillingly.. i really beg to those people out there.. leave me and laopo alone.. i dun need anything.. just all of u to let us stay happy together.. we've gone thru so much together.. its not easy to maintain it.. and i dun wanna lose her.. she's my everything.. tis post will be short.. im not sure whether laopo will get to read this.. i wont let u let go of my hand.. im gonna cling on and will walk on forever.. it understand the amount of pressure piling up on u.. i understand.. i will shoulder all of them for u.. i wouldnt mind.. i really dont.. i wanna be ur pillar.. my only wish.. and i wan u to be my pillar too.. u noe it.. laopo.. i really love u.. i wont ever let go.. u noe i would go mad if anything happen to us.. hais..