scribbled ; 2:01 am on Sunday, September 25, 2005
well.. i guess sometimes.. its just hard.. i mean in a relationship.. both must be happy.. real happy.. which im in now.. really sweet.. but.. never neglect her.. and of cos.. she must have the freedom she needs.. its ok if u lose urs.. BUT.. never make her lose hers.. thats wad ive been telling her.. cos to me.. she's more impt den anything.. i will never wanna lose her.. i mean in this period of time together.. i've really learnt alot.. how to love someone whole heartedly.. i've grown alot from this experience.. maybe thats fated.. =) i mean.. its never easy to settle down.. but both of us want to.. i hope i can.. just happily settle down with my beloved laopo.. and let this story have a sweet ending.. dar.. i love u.. muackks =)