scribbled ; 11:59 pm on Friday, September 02, 2005
ok.. just came home.. and straight away back to blogging.. have deep dark rings ler.. guess hadnt been having good rest recently.. but well its ok.. to everyone out there.. err.. just cool this thing ok? i dun think there's a need to kick up a big fuss.. she's happily attached now.. and i dun wanna really interfere with her life.. and im happy for her too.. maybe some might say.. im trying to be nice.. but well.. i noe myself the best.. =) to her.. maybe like u said.. misunderstandings do occur.. and.. of cos.. im rather glad that u understood wad i really meant.. =) like u said.. still frens.. but of cos wont be like the past.. im afraid i would just spoil ur life.. but definitely.. if u have problems.. u can still find me.. im still that me.. that changed.. =) u should noe how much that difference was.. but dont matter now.. =) used to tis life.. i guess im fine.. =) .. moving on.. today went for MCAD and MTPrac test.. MCAD was great.. i guess should score.. as for MTPrac.. err.. not much confidence.. hahas.. =x well.. at least i tried my best barh.. hahas.. den the whole afternoon was slacking in sch's library.. since i have no activity now.. im ok la.. so slack in library norh.. but obviously something's wrong with me.. became really quiet now.. well.. doesnt matter.. as long as im not doing those foolish stuffs.. den after sch.. met 4e1 buddies.. was chatting away.. and.. of cos.. counselling teck.. well.. im soft hearted afterall.. speaking nicely to him.. even though was really angry with wad he did.. but nvm.. as long as he get things into his head.. im alright with it.. den shared a cab with guang and jes.. reached home now and blogging.. =)

well.. i noe u guys are concerned bout me.. thanks.. but.. let things go.. im fine.. i promise u guys i'll be fine ok? =) no matter how stressed.. i'll just try to overcome it.. and yeah.. to clarify.. lols.. ok.. im not a flirt.. -.-' dont make sense for me being a flirt when i aint good looking.. no girls would fall for it.. right? =) so.. maybe try to understand me more.. u will noe me better.. that would benefit everyone.. as for her.. wishing her all the best in her r/s, studies and everything.. =) i still treat u as a very gd fren of mine.. =)