scribbled ; 1:32 pm on Sunday, September 11, 2005
its time to accept a fact that i nv ever wanted to accept.. but.. nvm.. this 30 day r/s is over.. 1 more day to the 1st mth.. nvm.. obviously tears were shedded.. but.. its ok.. its normal.. so many memories within us.. sometimes it isnt nice to be truthful.. u have to lie in order to survive in a r/s for the past 2 r/s including her.. i've always said the truth causing the r/s to go down the drain.. but i feel guilty not telling them.. esp her.. =) well.. wads done canot be undone.. i apologise to everyone that i've made them upset or wadever.. =) and to her.. thousands and millions of apologies wouldnt help.. im sorry.. its the end of chapter.. i enjoyed doing everything with u.. everything i mean it.. and all those i've done for u.. is nth but just worth it.. cos u are my everything.. even till now.. but fact is a fact.. it CANNOT be denied.. i wish all the best in ur future endeavour.. be it.. studies.. r/s.. and many many more.. and help me pass those messages i told u to pass ok? mama,ahgong,ahma.. thanks to them =) and of course.. i still love u.. hais.. but.. nvm..

and to all my brothers.. esp jw.. all these are misunderstandings.. trust me.. just let me explain.. u will understand..