scribbled ; 11:10 pm on Friday, September 09, 2005
im useless.. i accept that.. somehow.. that supposedly going to heal wound was going to recover.. yet it splitted open again.. worst den before.. just becos of wad people said.. u wanna go again.. nvm.. no matter what i gonna say.. u wont wanna trust me at all.. promises.. once again are meant to be broken.. even though wad im saying is the truth.. thats wad i think.. once u lie.. u are dead forever.. i dun believe in life.. i dun believe anymore.. i hurt the one i love most.. AGAIN.. yet it was something i nv did.. nvm.. no more explanations will help.. just cut myself to feel that pain again.. too much to bear.. but who will care.. even if i lose my life now.. who will? i just end this life once and for all.. cos.. i just dont deserve anything nice in this world.. even i found someone perfect.. its no more there.. IM DEAD.. bye