scribbled ; 8:16 pm on Sunday, September 11, 2005
i was looking at her fotos.. her sms-es and crying when i saw teck only.. went to tok to him.. spoke to him alot.. as well as joey.. well.. teck got hurt badly in his r/s too.. i used to counsel him.. now he's doing the same even though he has not recovered.. his changed his msn nick to tis.. for the 1st time.. he's speaking with some knowledge.. "My relationship with u is like a tree.. it is planted from a seed.. showered with love.. grew with care.. and blossomed with Forever.. however.. when winter reaches.. the tree starts to wither.. our love starts to fade.. leaves and flowers fallen.. and our story ended.." hmm.. of cos.. i edited some parts.. cos his grammar isnt good.. so i edited a little.. i dun think he'll mind.. this basically explains the story of me and her.. well.. tears are still flowing.. i dun even noe whether she will be reading tis.. BUT even if she reads.. it wont make any difference anymore.. no matter how much i still love her.. its still the same.. once someone is unable to commit.. there's no more love between the 2 person.. a story that has ended.. loving her always will be something carved deep inside my head.. but nothing's gonna happen anymore.. rest in peace.. to the STORY of JUN&HUI.. born:12o8o5 dead:11o9o5.. memories will remain.. but a scar is deeply inside my heart.. it will never be gone.. i can still feel the pain.. tears are still flowing.. r.i.p to myself too..