scribbled ; 10:08 am on Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i finally knew.. i aint a really mr nice guy.. i admit it.. i made a VERY VERY big mistake.. and thats to hurt ppl.. i noe i must change.. and i WILL.. thats a promise that will NEVER be broken.. its hard to expect u to trust me.. but.. i will show it to u.. i will NEVER ever let someone i really love so much down again..

bryan.. here u are swearing to everyone.. ur buddies.. ur closest friends.. u better fufil wad u have promised.. u are the one thats gonna give her the happiness u have to give.. u have to build that bridge of trust again.. u can do it.. be repentant.. u are the one that must stand up and show her that u can let her be happy again.. a mistake is a mistake.. "its not scary that u've made a mistake.. wads scary.. is u never learn from ur mistake.." i've learnt from a BIG BIG mistake.. i wont ever do it again.. i wont..