scribbled ; 11:22 pm on Sunday, September 04, 2005
blogging now.. feeling rather down.. not becos of what.. just becos i lost a very very good fren.. she branded me as a liar.. well.. i dunno what can i respond.. hmm.. my conscience clear.. u can go on and break this friendship.. cos i knew from day 1 when i noe u.. i nv lied anything from u.. instead when im having problems.. u were one of the 1st that i speak to.. nvm.. its all over.. just take it as u nv knew me tis LIAR.. =) i mean.. i might be ugly.. but i guess.. there's nth for me to boast bout how popular i am right? comon.. to those who have known me for years.. ok.. the fact that i might boast.. but i noe how i look like.. i may be ugly.. but at least i have a good listening ear.. maybe that makes ppl comfortable toking to me.. would that make me as a liar too? hahas.. ok im ugly.. =) and to those girls in tagging in my blog.. dont tag.. =) cos im a liar.. ok? hahas.. i lie to everyone.. im a bastard.. WEEEE.. oh ya.. i dunno why im having tears rolling down my cheeks.. hahas.. stupidity? omg.. wait.. im LYING.. yeah.. im a fat crap with tends to act around with my BIG FAKE LIES.. =)..

those tears i shed are not me being sad.. is just me being upset that even a close fren can be such a backstabber.. the basic trust isnt even there.. u still insist im a liar.. go ahead.. as my conscience is clear..