scribbled ; 12:28 am on Wednesday, August 10, 2005
yeap blogging now.. well today's Singapore's BDAY!!.. happy 40th Bday SINGAPORE!!.. but however.. this is the 1st time i felt sooo empty for National Day.. have no idea why.. maybe im still thinking.. well.. nvm.. morning woke up.. hadnt have enough slp.. but couldnt get back to slp.. dunno y.. den woke up sat infront of my com.. chatted with those Fr!enD ppl and.. and jw.. he seems abit moody.. cos gf cant pei him.. but nvm la.. u 2 will be just fine =) .. after that match for the whole afternoon... with Fr!enD peeps.. den chatted with her.. leen.. mj.. and a few more.. yea.. den after finished chatting.. alex say go meet 7.30 at CityHall.. wad a gd idea.. so many ppl there.. he tell me CFM no ppl one.. reached there.. cant find anyone.. den called alex.. was searching for chinser.. den ok found chinser.. waited for 45 mins for ALEX and JOEY.. damn them.. next time im gonna be late for 1 hr.. den another 15mins for JON.. i hate them.. ALWAYS LATE.. and DELAY time.. -.-' den nvm.. went to Marina Sq.. play billiard.. ALEX BURDENX!.. haha.. den after that.. i went home 1st.. cos there's sch for me on wednesday.. now here.. blogging.. wanna tell tis to leen.. dunno she'll be reading tis.. u urself decide ur future and who u wanna be with.. if u think u gonna be happy with him.. go for it.. dun give up..

im being very honest here.. that i still misses her.. ALOT! thats the power of love i guess.. i really wish to be with her every minute of my life.. i really cant let her go.. there's no way i can do it.. i am willing to do anything to have her back.. im waiting and i dont wanna ever give up.. hais.. =(