scribbled ; 10:25 pm on Sunday, August 07, 2005
today.. so-so day.. woke up at 12.. at god mum's hse.. and den bathe.. my fone got inside water.. zzz.. wad a suay day to start with.. den hafta use the spare fone of my cousin.. den go tpy.. den was like.. yeah.. searching frantically for her.. yea.. she said she was there.. cos i believe in miracles.. in the past.. there was once.. she said i wont get to see her.. but i did.. this was the 2nd time.. i believe i could.. but den after searching the whole tpy.. i was about to give up.. when i saw her!.. omg.. miracles will always happen as long as u dun give up.. well.. i glad i didnt.. even though was only able to see.. but still.. that wad good enough.. after that went home.. well i guess lots of issues for me to settle.. im too tired for everything.. den GXL.. 1st point for the league.. 15-15 vs WWL.. and yeah.. tml ELTECH retest.. i hadnt study.. well.. dont intend too.. have no mood for anything.. its ok la.. life has to go on.. but i wont let go.. even there's only a slim chance.. i'll hang on to it.. as for now.. there's nothing for me to refocus my life on.. i'll just take a step at a time.. dont even have the confident for my semester exam.. hais.. im soooo tired..