scribbled ; 11:14 pm on Sunday, August 21, 2005
posting b4 i go to bed.. feeling very sick now.. thats the effect for not slping and thinking bout so much things at 1 go.. well.. i tot 18th bday will be a very nice one.. of cos its nice.. cos buddies celebrated with me.. but.. it will be a very sad one too.. forget it.. dont bother.. anyway.. today morning woke up.. sms-ed many ppl.. den on the way home.. tok to ling on fone.. was crapping bout her bday stuffs.. and yeah.. got home i slept immediately as my body get hotter.. cant slp ler.. 30 mins cant take it ler.. den i stay up bathe.. drink alot of cold water.. den after that worst slp another 1 hr.. cant liaos.. till now haven see doc.. tml see how.. dun see better waste my $$.. den after that dad made dinner.. i super zai.. eat chilli somemore.. -.- well.. who cares.. =) ownself song jiu hao ler.. but i made a promise to her.. that i wont smoke.. that i cfm keep it a promise.. =) and ya.. that b4 12mn sleep.. oso got keep hors.. =D except tis few days.. cos got things ma.. =D so im guai ok? =) den after dinner.. on net.. keep joke joke.. crap wif ppl ard.. and of cos.. wish leen and feng all the best.. well ok.. i guess im done with today's entry.. bye everyone..

well.. i just wanna be happy.. 1 simple wish.. birthday wishes may not always come true.. but im doing it for the sake of it.. cos i nv believed in it.. but my buds told me too.. so yeah jus did it.. =D for them.. decisions are hard to make.. and i respect urs.. =D like u say.. we shouldnt worry.. its u who should be having a hard time.. take time.. okies ? =)