scribbled ; 6:48 pm on Wednesday, August 24, 2005
omg.. im sick.. real sick now as im blogging this.. =/ well.. so-so day lor.. went to sch on time today.. had EG1 1st.. had our revision.. so-so larhs.. some can some cant.. hafta buck up.. Semester EXAMS are coming.. -.- den after that had Mechanics.. seriously.. have NO clue wads going on.. as usual.. buck up again from me.. den after that rush down to her sch.. supposedly going to compass pt for some stuffs on our HP derh.. den last min cancelled.. cos she got things on.. den nvm.. wait wait.. den.. wah.. suddenly wanna vomit.. den faster go coffeeshop toilet lor.. den come back.. i wait wait till ard 3+ den go ler.. cos really feeling giddy.. den go home.. slack.. den nv really tok was checking my mails.. and toking to a few ppl lor.. nth much larhs.. oh ya.. skipped refereeing the BBALL match.. cos i was really in no condition to referee the match.. i think i'll probably just faint lor.. den after that that guy called.. told him really sorry.. cant do it man.. i think im going to slp now.. very sick.. hais.. well.. maybe im not good in judging.. and i cant read expressions from sms-es.. =/ i can only read wad u are thinking from ur voice.. miss them.. hais.. COMON BRYAN.. STAND UP AND FIGHT!!.. never say die!!.. i must place alot of confidence and faith in myself.. i wish i can do it again.. and i wan to do it.. its not for the sake of doing it.. but for the her.. and me.. i hope i can.. i hope i can.. i think she understands me the most barh.. i believe i do understand her.. but maybe not deep enough.. must really hear how she's talking.. b4 i can make any decisions.. =/ i very weak hor? -.- well.. gonna work hard barh.. I CAN!..