scribbled ; 8:00 pm on Monday, August 08, 2005
just reached home.. a very long day for in today.. 10am to 7pm.. -.-' well.. morning went sch late.. den had mechanics b4 my break.. couldnt eat.. no appetite at all.. den nvm.. after that.. went for MTPract den completed my artifact.. den later on.. had 1 and half hrs to study for my ELTech retest.. well.. understood most stuffs.. and went in for retest.. den was like.. omg -.- wad i studied didnt came home.. i mean some la.. sort of.. sian half leh.. den later on had stomachache halfway thru the paper?! omg.. that was really crap.. den ok lor.. after that took bus with james home.. cos he meeting gf.. actually wanna see his gf one.. but aiya.. stomach pain nvm.. lol.. den took train home.. and now home.. waiting for alex to call.. cos i hafta go PS anyway to pass jac's fren her disc.. if not there's no way i can give it to her today.. so.. now dunno.. stucked in between with nth to do.. -.-' yeah.. waiting for alex to call DESPERATELY.. -.-' oh ya.. i tot about it the whole night.. maybe sometimes i feel.. i cant force things.. i would be better off if i let nature take its own course.. that would be better.. cos maybe 10 years down the road.. we might be together again.. like wad eileen told me today.. we will never noe our future.. thats wad i agree.. well.. for now.. i'll just take a step at a time.. once is more den enough.. if there's a chance for twice.. it depends.. for now.. im living in my once in a lifetime memories.. and yeah.. like Scarlet Ting.. im a star in the making.. well.. i hope so.. =)