scribbled ; 10:50 pm on Sunday, August 28, 2005
bad bad day.. dunno la.. just sian.. nvm.. sunday sucks.. nth to do at home.. wake up at 10+ den slack till 12 go pray with my parents.. well.. dad cried when he offered joss sticks to grandma and grandpa.. obviously.. he misses them alot.. i did cry too.. well.. missed my grandma too.. cos she looked after me since i was young.. grandpa not that much.. cos he passed away b4 i was born.. but well.. like i mention in my blog b4.. if u pass away.. its a release from misery.. so.. i believe my grandparents are very happy now.. =) after that came home.. nth to do.. cos dad last min change plans say wanna stay at home do work.. den i use lappy hack bandwith and use lor.. den use use oso nth to do.. den ard 5pm dad go out.. den i use com ler lor.. played a few maps with Fr!enD buddies.. den after that.. go nua.. till now lor.. was toking to eileen bout r/s stuffs.. i mean BOTH eileens on my blog la.. tok to them.. cos we tok tok.. den leen was dunno wads wrong with her.. moodswing.. hey sis.. dun let others affect u =).. as for that other eileen.. u will definitely find a great man.. =) trust me =D saw this on eric's quit msg.. "dun let your past dictate who you are, let it become part of what you will become".. really means alot.. i hope i will learn from this statement too.. =) i just feel.. its not about having someone.. its bout seeing her smile everyday.. but i feel she's not happy this few days.. =/ i hope i can be there for her.. i just hope she will recognise me.. cos i noe i wont give up doing all these JUST for her.. i believe its all worth it.. its good to endure.. and i believe dividends will be paid off.. =).. tml go sch for fun.. ask lecturer stuffs.. den rest of the week no lessons liaos.. =/ semester exams coming.. very stressed.. with so many other problems looming around.. there's no room for me to really concentrate on studies.. nvm.. so be it.. let god decide.. gtg now.. take care buddies.. =)