scribbled ; 10:43 pm on Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ok.. today wednesday! well.. so-so oso.. still the useless me bah.. den went 30 mins late for maths today.. oh damn it.. i didnt noe got QUIZ.. damn it.. den.. on Eng. Mechanics.. omg.. die liao.. HOW TO PASS CT!!.. omg.. i dun wanan see that lecturer again.. he really CMI.. so bo bian.. bought the book 1 week b4 CT.. li hai hor? den go home pia liao.. I WONT FAIL.. =D .. after that maths quiz.. ok la.. 3 out of 4 questions could do.. lols.. so quite ok.. =p den after that.. went home.. no mood.. den saw that junyang sang jie kou.. flashbacks returned fast.. nearly shed that tear.. but i held it back.. and suddenly i felt.. y be sad.. i hafta change.. i thought of those words she once told me.. those words are inspiring.. cos since young.. i've been independent and lonely.. well.. till i met her.. =) thanks.. anyway.. decide to start all over again.. cos i felt.. actions is louder den cries and words.. thats something i finally understand.. i dun deny the fact.. i really love her.. so im not giving up.. no pressure on.. just how i feel.. i hope u will understand =).. of course.. those actions hafta be done.. i will do those actions.. trust me =).. and those buddies out there.. thanks for ur concern.. i might have turned those concerns into deaf ears.. but now i understand those are good for me.. thanks.. im sorry for the attitude i've given u guys the past few days.. im sorry =).. never give up.. d0veyy! ALL THE WAY!! =D