scribbled ; 11:23 pm on Thursday, June 30, 2005
hais.. very bad day today.. in sch.. no mood.. sms-ed dear.. but she was busy today.. so didnt really had the chance to tok to her.. =( when dear came home.. she was very very tired.. and she had to alot of things.. iron, preparing her sjab stuffs lor.. poor darling.. well.. after that dunno wad happen.. dear suddenly went offline.. rather bad mood ba.. the rest i dun wish to say ler.. cos im really in no condition to say anything.. dear.. dun even say that to me.. u noe wad i meant.. i dont mind who u are.. cos i dun love u becos of what.. i love u cos i really love u.. i love u whole heartedly.. and i dun love u for the sake of loving.. like u told me b4.. im ur everything.. as well as me.. u are my everything too.. i cant type tis any longer.. my eyes are flooding.. dear if u really decide on that.. den.. i dunno wad im gonna do.. i cant think now.. i hope u said those words is just becos of u being upset or something and i really hope u dun mean it.. i really love u.. dear.. i really hope u understand how i feel now =(..

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