scribbled ; 2:30 am on Friday, May 06, 2005
well.. things got better today.. didnt slp the whole just to sms her at 6am.. cos thats the time she wakes up.. well.. after that.. she started toking to me again.. but still not as the past.. maybe she have some fears ba.. =/ .. im really trying hard.. believe in me... have faith in me too.. i promise.. i wont let u down.. =) dun always play in the rain ar.. later sick how? =p .. shaun hadnt got any replies for me yet.. so im still trembling in fear.. hais =(