scribbled ; 11:37 pm on Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i caused my own downfall.. how can i let someone i love go? i dunno why.. but somehow i did it.. hais.. bel.. im sorry to make u upset.. i dunno why i have said all those words.. i knew u wouldnt like it.. but somehow.. it just came off my stupid mouth.. and wad a stupid brains i have.. i dun expect u to forgive me.. hais.. u are right to ignore me now.. let me rot.. no one's gonna care like how she cared for me anymore.. served me right.. i deserved this.. i guess.. im gonna lose some sleep and weight over this again.. i hate myself.. FARK OFF BRYAN.. U ARE FARKING USELESS BASTARD!! ZZZ