scribbled ; 11:05 pm on Thursday, April 28, 2005
well.. was away at my godmum's hse the past few days.. spent the time there to think bout my future and of course.. get well from my sickness.. slack there.. went to play bball.. wanna lose weight asap of course.. but i noe nth can be achieved overnight unless i really persevere.. thats the most important thing.. =) well.. vina was toking to me just now.. and she said i was strong.. haha.. in the sense that mentally though.. but actually im just putting on a brave front ba.. im not strong at all.. i guess.. im just acting strong.. i supposed.. i may look big in size.. but inside me.. i guess.. im more and more becoming of an outcast i think.. haha.. well.. dun wanna think so much.. the more i think the more upset i am.. hafta think of my future.. thats the most impt thing. =)