scribbled ; 1:05 am on Tuesday, March 29, 2005
well.. ive given up.. i guess.. shes not meant to be mine.. i must learn to stand up.. learn to grow up.. i needa get out of these once and for all.. or else the one suffering would be me not her.. well.. went out wif bday boy jianwei today.. along wif alex.. the 3 march sad boys.. well.. had a good heart to heart chat wif the 2 of them.. really good buddies.. of course not forgetting waihon and guang.. both of them really touched me by wad they said during our class gathering.. at east coast.. thanks alot everyone.. and of course.. wenling, wx, jes, tong, john, bin, teck, ms, jo, shuchuan, dan, thanks for the day guys.. =) anyway did i miss anyone out? lol.. well.. ahbeng and jy wasnt there.. quite alot of ppl wasnt there to ton.. so rather upset.. cant enjoy together.. but really thank hon and guang for their concern.. really thanks alot guys.. jw and alex.. u 2.. thanks alot.. i'll start all over again.. stand up.. stay strong.. thanks everyone for ur concern.. =)