scribbled ; 2:16 am on Sunday, January 16, 2005
went to work as usual.. even though im still sick.. =/ hai.. i didnt work for the money.. i worked to forget about my unhappiness.. u asked me.. have i found a new girl? let me tell u.. no.. never since the day u told me to give up.. i never find any new girl.. instead.. i have myself buried in work and slog it out.. even it causes my health.. i just wanna forget it.. well.. no point saying all these now.. dun think u will even wanna noe more about it.. take care.. signing off.. and to hon.. i'll try to come.. if my sickness recovers.. take care.. happy 18th bday buddy..