sad..
scribbled ; 3:46 pm on Sunday, November 21, 2004
feeling very down this few days.. those images keep flashing thru my mind.. im not sure why either.. really couldnt control myself.. hai.. well.. sorry to my Smile. buddies.. im really really really sorry for not being able to attend the chalet which i promised to go.. something cropped up in the very last minute.. i really apologize for that.. hope you guys would forgive me.. really sorry.. well 9 more days.. and things still dun look good.. pray hard.. we can do the unexpected at the very last moment.. i hope i can forget the past.. but it seems too hard for me to do so.. =/

P.S: sorry to the Smile. buddies.. i really mean this apology.. pls accept it.. sorry guys.. REALLY SORRY.. =(