scribbled ; 12:13 AM on Friday, November 20, 2009
i was surprised to see that this will be my 400th post in this blog.

for the past few days, unhappy things have happened. please tell me what i can do. i really don't want anything to happen to you my dear. why don't you just tell me? it hurts and it really does. it's not just hurting me, but it is hurting both of us. i want you to be happy. i want you to share your problems with me.

someone, please tell me what i can do.


scribbled ; 10:53 PM on Monday, November 09, 2009
yeah, out of the blue right? yes, i'm blogging. HAHA!

hmm, things have been settling down definitely. baby and me have been doing alright. things have become better and better. i hope that just means settling down well right?

yes, to my 4e1 peeps. i'm pretty sorry for not being able to really stay late with you guys. cause i've started to have more commitments, hope you guys understand. but of course, i'm still really looking forward to meet up with all of you peeps whenever there's a gathering. =D miss you guys loads definitely. hehe. =D

i'm also glad i'm finally playing games again! as i mentioned earlier, since i've already settled down, i'm trying to find some time out to play games so as i can relax myself from stress. so i'm feeling pretty good being back to playing games.

lastly of course, to my dearest baby. i'm just glad that everything seems to be fine now. i know now and then we still have quarrels, but i know u've been giving in. but believe me my dear, i'm also trying. i know sometimes it's my temper, but i'm trying hard. thanks for having faith in me. i love you. =D


scribbled ; 11:38 PM on Friday, September 11, 2009
i need some enlightenment badly.


scribbled ; 9:19 AM on Sunday, June 28, 2009
the difference between being happy and being unhappy is just so thin.. haha.. i realised that out of the sudden.. becos i always thought it would be extreme.. but actually its just so thin.. and how do u define them? i think i need some enlightenment on that.. at the end of the day.. i just wish i am happy.. cos i feel like im back in the past.. maybe many doesnt know what i mean.. but i myself know.. =)

in anyway.. dad's going on stage later on.. i wish him all the best.. and i feel very excited for him though.. but yeah.. being in a moody state of mine.. i chose not to talk to him.. just wish him all the best in my heart.. =)


scribbled ; 9:42 AM on Sunday, June 21, 2009
honestly, i have no idea why am i even blogging this post.. i think i just need to speak to my beloved diary again.. feeling god damn lousy now..

can someone just kindly teach me what can i do? just anyone pretty please.. teach me.. my heart's crying.. it hurts.. suddenly i feel empty.. the most important person doesn't wanna talk to me.. maybe there's really a problem with me i guess..

i might not be perfect.. i know i have many flaws.. i know i've always made you upset.. i know everything.. but it seems that i've never done a good job rectifiying the problem.. sometimes i'm just speechless..

baby.. would you please just let me tell you how i really feel about you? i'm not good at words.. i keep repeating my words.. because i don't know how can i tell you..

i still remember the day we met.. it was just pure coincidence.. being in a boss and worker relationship.. we blossomed that relationship to what we are now.. i remember everything single thing you tell me.. and i remember every single event we did together..

expectations get higher and higher.. i just want to tell you that i'm sure i want you.. i mean what i've said to you.. i'm really serious.. i know i need to learn.. but you don't want to waste so much time just for me to learn.. but give me the opportunity.. don't shut the door on me.. because i really love you..


scribbled ; 11:44 PM on Sunday, June 07, 2009
recently has been doing ok.. not good not bad.. the only plus point is i get to see my baby everyday.. haha.. well.. definitely lacking alot of sleep nowadays as my camp is god damn far.. but well.. what to do?

hmm.. really didnt do much this weekend.. all i did was to spend time with dad and mum and baby.. hopefully nxt week will get to do much more stuffs.. hehe..

finally got my wish.. thanks.. =)

and yes.. baby i love you =)


scribbled ; 2:23 PM on Thursday, May 14, 2009
i love my baby. =D